I spent a nice amount of time discussing the mental aspects of Mixed Martial Arts with new Cage Titans Amatuer Lightweight champion Eric Zane. Eric told me about the start to his career, and all the mental battles he has faced on the route to becoming a champion.
TRANSCRIPT :
Nikolas Dziedzic: My name is Nikolas Dziedzic and I’m here with Eric Zane. And Eric, how long have you been a professional fighter?
Eric Zane: I’ve, been fighting for about a year. Competing in a year, two years. Training.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Really? Only three years. •
Eric Zane: two training, one fighting.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Wow. you did wrestling before this?
Eric Zane: Yep. Yeah, I wrestled, since I was a little kid, up through college. wrestled four years over at Rhode Island College.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Oh, okay. what got you into wrestling?
Eric Zane: actually, so I hated it when I was a kid, and my parents made us do a sport every season, and they would tell me that I would be allowed to do football if I wrestled because you get your nec stronger, better at win, concussions, all that. So they just lied to me for like 10 years. Like, yeah, one more year of wrestling and you can play football. And they ran that shit all the way through high school. And. And then eventually I was like, okay, I guess I like wrestling a little bit. So wound up sticking with it, fell in love with it in high school and, continued on at college.
Nikolas Dziedzic: So you didn’t want to do it, but would you say you were pretty good at it, like, while you were going through it?
Eric Zane: I was strong, but I don’t think I was that good of a wrestler. And I would get emotional every time I lost. I was crying in the corner. Ah. You know, hated going to tournaments. They would make me go to at least one tournament a year, and it was the worst day of the year. so I don’t think I was all that good. I won most of my matches in, middle and high school, but I don’t think I was, like a high level wrestler.
Nikolas Dziedzic: And what high school did you go to?
Eric Zane: Waterford High
Nikolas Dziedzic: Okay, so did you do, like, ECC tournaments ever? Or did you ever do, like, a state tournament?
Eric Zane: Yeah, so I took second at states my senior year. second in ECC as well. I really fell in love with wrestling from training with the coaches over at Waterford High. Gamble and them. They’re great group of guys. And that’s where I started to, like, you know, put outside time into the sport. Like, I wasn’t being made to do it anymore. Training, over at T.J. hepburns and Ledyager. And, yeah, I think my junior year I lost a match in overtime and it bothered me quite a lot. I remember not being able to watch a video of the match without feeling sick to my stomach for, like, years.
Nikolas Dziedzic: really?
Eric Zane: Yeah. So literally from that match ended, I said, I’m gonna Wrestle in college, and I’m gonna wrestle year round now. So I stopped doing lacross in the spring so I could train, wrestling year round, and dove into it more.
Nikolas Dziedzic: So you did wrestling all throughout then and then through college? what got you an mma or how did you find this gym?
Eric Zane: Aw, dude, it’s actually hilarious. So, I. One of my friends does jiuitsu at, ah, Whaling City. And he asked me to come in for an open mat with him. And I hadn’t never done jujitssu before, but I just figured I’d go in for fun. And I had a pretty good time. I think I did all right. so I went in again the next week and, I see this dude who I thought was a kickboxer training in the corner, like just sparring on thean mat day. And I started grappling. And then like a couple minutes later, he calls me out, and says, likeo, we’re scrapping, wrestling, wrestling or jiuitsu, you pick. And I was like, what? I guess wrestling? Cause I guess’s my thing. and I was like, he’s just some kickboxer. Like, this is gonna be fine, I guess. And he just beats the breaks off me for like 20 minutes, man, like, throwing me around. I was talking, he was like, you had hype behind you. And I was so confused as to why this was happening and also why a kickboxer was absolutely scraping me and wrestling. but then he invites me to train, with, him and a couple MMA fighters, like, wrestling on the weekends. And, it was Brennan Ward, which explains. I didn’t realize it wasn’him until he put his contact in. And I looked at the name thing, I was like, oh, that’s why I’m getting the shit kicked out of me right now. but I got to come in and train. they were doing. It was Billy, Jake Caskey and Brennan Ward. And they would just wrestle live, literally an hour straight. You rotate partners on the minute, you just keep going. And, it was just such a cool environment. Those guys are all so tough. their mentality, the way they train. It was something I was missing. I wasn’t, aggressive or physical enough in my matches, and it really helped just offset that. And it made a big difference from my last year of college wrestling. So afterward I was like, I gotta come train with them more.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Did you ever figure out why Brennan called you out?
Eric Zane: I don’t know. I think I did okay at the Jiu Jitsu night before. So they were probably like, oh, it’s like a, you know, a new guy with no jiu jitsu comes in the gym or something. I don’t even know.
Eric Zane: Maybe he just wanted to.
Nikolas Dziedzic: He just felt like it. Yeah, I mean, I met him. I’ve met him like twice. And I also covered him when he was at bare knuckle and he’s like, he’s intense. He’s intense. And it’s so weird because he goes in there and he does his thing and he does not care about media at all. Like, I was obviously doing photography and like, he didn’t care about any of the photos. But a. One of my photos got printed for him by just someone he knows. And they told me that, like, he broke down in tears when he got it. Like, he was so happy. I have this photo of him where right after the fight, like they had his hand raised and he’s like looking at the crowd or something, like, so they like printed it for him and he loved it. but yeah, he’s an intense dude and he’s no nonsense. He wented that bare knuckle fight in one like a minute and a. I.
Eric Zane: I saw dude! Me and Mark streamed it
Nikolas Dziedzic: so you came down here, you met Billy and Jake and then what did you just. You just start doing your wrestling with them and then youot started to slowly rotate into striking and stuff with them?
Eric Zane: Yeah, so I was just wrestling with them and then, they invited me to do a couple of the classes. But like, right after I started doing the striking, I separated my ac joint wrestling with them. This is like right at the end of the summer. So I had like maybe two weeks of training with him or something and then, had to go back to school. But just I got to work with Dexter. Then, and I, saw how good of a coach he was and how cool of an environment this was, and I was like, okay, I think they can make me a world champion and I’ll come here after.
Nikolas Dziedzic: What year did you meet, him? Was it 20 22 or 2023
Eric Zane: Yeah. Yeah, it would have been the summer of 22.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Yeah, that’s. I think that’s like the same time that I came here for the first time, honestly.
Eric Zane: Really?
Nikolas Dziedzic: Yeah. because I did. I just kind of wobbled in here one time. I, saw Billy at Renegade working out one time, and this is like when I kind of want to get into training. And I didn’t even ask him where he went. I Just like, went on Google and this was like the first thing that popped up. And I called Dexter and he told me to come in, but. So you felt, you felt like, you felt like they can make you a world champion, right?
Eric Zane: Yeah.
Nikolas Dziedzic: And obviously Saturday you won your first belt. First of many,
Eric Zane: slight, slightly scaled down.
Nikolas Dziedzic: How do you feel about that?
Eric Zane: It was a lot of fun, man. all the camps, all the fights. I mean, it’s cool to get a little shiny trophy from it too, but, just another scrap, you know?
Nikolas Dziedzic: And obviously this isn’t like the highest level world championship. You’re gonna keep moving up, so it’s not like the job’s finished, but do you feel like a goal is accomplished or. Not really. Not yet.
Eric Zane: N. No. Once the fight was announced, and it was a possibility there, then I was like, oh, I would like that. That would be cool. But, leading up to it, I want toa be a world champion.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Absolutely. so training in the camp, let’s talk a little bit more about the camp. Knowing that you’re about to step onto a bigger stage than you’ve been before with a shiny trophy on the line in camp, did you feel any different type of way, like, mentally at all?
Eric Zane: Yeah, I was a little worried. So I had tons of issues dealing with pressure and choking in matches, throughout my entire wrestling career until my senior year, like, of college, like every other year, it was plaguing. Like, I had a word for we call the constrictor. Like it was anytime a, big match was on the line, it felt like I couldn’t make my feet move. Like I was just frozen, and very frustrating and that. And it would, you know, gas me out in 10 seconds. I’d have one move and I’d be exhausted just from all the tension and putting pressure on myself. So even though that hasn’t been an issue recently, it was, I was a little bit worried that it would be. I was like, man, how do I know that I’m not just going to fall back to that? and that all stems from, you know, a poor self perception, not believing in yourself, and, being too worried about trying to control an outcome that’s not controllable.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Would you say that you have built more self confidence since then, especially considering the people that you train with and how well you can perform in the practices?
Eric Zane: Yeah, absolutely. I mean, I get beat up by everyone here, so there’s like a no. but I think it s just more confidence m in my Preparation and also, I felt like I can be proud of myself before the outcome even occurs so that I put less pressure on myself. It was almost like I was so scared of not being enough and losing that I wouldn’t allow myself to give everything. So it’s like at the end of the match it’s like, oh, I lost, but like, I didn’t even, like I’m trying to try, but I didn’t even try. You know what I mean?
Nikolas Dziedzic: You didn’t even give it what you could because yeah, you already assume that you’re gonna lose and you’re ready for it.
Eric Zane: Yeah. So being able to just let that go and be like, you know, I love myself either way.
Nikolas Dziedzic: I think that is the hardest, like mental block when it comes to any sort of combat sport is just like when you’re in a competition that’s one versus one and you don’t have that much knowledge of the person against you. It’s really easy to think to yourself, you know, there’s two SS of the spectrum. There’s a lot of people that do it that have like full confidence in their head, like, this guy’s terrible, I’m the best in the world. But then there’s the other side of the spectrum where it’s like, am I enough to beat him? And it is hard to get past. But you’ve had I think three fights that I’ve seen since I met you. The first one was CES when you got put down pretty fast. But then the second fight you got dropped round one and then proceeded to take the guy down. Beat em up. Next round stars, take him down again, Beat em up. So what would you say changed between the two fights? Do you think you got more confident between the two?
Eric Zane: You know, confidence is interesting. It was more so, better at managing fear. So my preparation and lead up to my second fight, I mean we had like three opponents at the last two weeks, like to shift, like we would change opponents. But that whole camp I was terrified and I was not managing my fear at all. I was making self destructive choices. So I can’t say everything on here but it was not a good thing and it was coming from a bad place. and then even in the fight I was making self destructive choices that day that, you know, ye had a big impact and when I I almost like disassociated when I went out because it was like just no faith in myself and no faith in my preparation which there shouldn’t have been because I allowed fear to control how I moved that entire camp. so it was more so about letting go, accepting that it’s okay, I’m gonna feel scared. This is just a feeling I have to learn to deal with. and then that allowed me to stay composed enough to make the right decisions, where now I’m not. Instead of, you know, trying to brawl and throw an overhand when I’m buzzed everywhere, I’LIKE all right, I’m gonna shoot a double, Mick. That’s probably the better move here.
Eric Zane: But, yeah, just trying to be present in the moment. If you’re present in the moment, especially this last fight, everything feels slow, and it’s a lot easier to manage.
Nikolas Dziedzic: And I was gonna say the. I didn’t see the third fight, but it sounds somewhat similar to the second. The last one at Reality, where you kind of got stunned, and instead of swinging your arms and trying to stun him back, you were able to kind of stay in your head and stay present and say, I gotta take this guy down. And that worked, since you won rounds three, four, and five.
Eric Zane: Some. Yeah, actually, I didn’t. So I made it. I shot right off to give myself a second. but he had really good jiu jitsu. He finished the last two guys with chokes in, like, 20 seconds. So I did not want to be on the ground with this. So I got buzzed, grabbed the leg, and then I kind of just bailed it and went back to work. But I didn’t panic as much. So I think it was a better. I think that was probably the most composed I in.
Nikolas Dziedzic: And then how does it feel after a fight? Win or win and lose? Like, let’s start with losing at ces. Like, what does it feel like after you get that result? Because, you know, they put you on the chair, everyone’s looking at you, like, how does that affect you and also affecting your confidence in, you know, the weeks coming afterwards?
Eric Zane: Yeah, so it’s a pretty horrible feeling, losing. I mean, there’s. It’s embarrassing and frustrating. You’re like, how did I let that happen? and it does mess with your confidence a little bit. I think a big part of between that and my. The next fight, which is also what Cage Titans, was just saying, all right, I’m not even gonna worry about the outcome if I go out there and get knocked out again. So what? Because I didn’t trust in my chann or anything after that.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Yep.
Eric Zane: winning is really fun, but it’s also like, man, I want to do that again, like, right away. There’s not like a feeling of satisfaction. You’just like.
Nikolas Dziedzic: It’s like once you do it once, it’s like, well, I gotta do it again.
Eric Zane: That’s the next one.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Never gonna be satisfied.
Nikolas Dziedzic: And then I guess if you had some sort of advice to give to just anyone that wanted to do this, especially since you started mixed martial arts training, so not so late, but, like, fairly late. Like, a lot of people start really young. If you had any advice to someone that wanted to just get started, just what would it be?
Eric Zane: I, think surrounding yourself with the right people. If you’re in a supportive environment and people who can. There’s so much you have to do training wise, preparation wise. And even when you do everything perfect, it’s terrifying. So having people around you who you trust and, know the game, give you support no matter you win or you lose, tell you, you know, not to try to focus on the outcome too much. I think that’s all important.
Nikolas Dziedzic: Yeah. All right. Thank you. Thank you so much.
Eric Zane: No problem.
Nikolas Dziedzic: I just want to thank Eric Zane again for taking the time to do this interview. And I hope that everybody listening was able to gain something out of this understanding more about the mentality behind, combat sports and kind of the progress that people take to get to where they have to be.